“I’m talking to you guys because I need to get over the feeling of losing my friend Satish Kaushik. And it’s killing me because a 45 year old friendship runs too deep. It becomes a habit you Never want to lose.” This. Since he’s been gone, I’ve been wondering where I’ll eat. I thought I should call Satish and was about to pick up my phone and dial him. It is difficult because 45 years is a short period of time. Somebody,” Anupam said in Hindi and English.
He further added, “We saw our dreams together. We started our journey together from the National School of Drama in the month of July 1975. We used to sit together, eat together. We both came to Mumbai one after the other. We worked hard.” And reached where we are today. Having tasted success, we used to get jealous and fight with each other. But we always used to call each other around 8-8.30 in the morning.
“I was not able to concentrate on my things. I don’t know what to do but I have to move on. I lost my father and I moved on. When someone moves away we have to move on. This is what life teaches us and we have to learn. So I thought I would share my feelings with you guys so that I can feel better.
So I need to move on. Not that I would be able to deal with it normally but I feel it is important for me to do things that make her happy. It is very difficult, I try my friends. When I upload this video, I will be able to tell myself that I have to work on the script, deal with life and many other things. And to be proud and jealous wherever he is. He would still feel jealous of me and would still say things like, ‘Yaar tune mujhse achha kiya.’
But he was a good person. We had strength, we were friends of friends. So life must go on. So let’s move on with life. I will keep this loss inside my heart and try to make her happy. He would want me to be happy. My dear friend, Satish Kaushik. We have to move forward with this life. You’ll always be in my heart.”
Earlier, Anupam had posted a video in which he was seen massaging Satish’s head. In another post, he shared a throwback picture and wrote in Hindi, ‘I know ‘death is the ultimate truth of this world!’ But I never dreamed that I would write this about my best friend #SatishKaushik while alive. Such a sudden complete stop on friendship of 45 years!! Life will never be the same without you Satish! om Shanti!”
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